x part of my past x

Make this ride as fast as I can
Tonight this road home feels a little longer
I hope you know that you were my best friend
Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more
Thanks for the best time of my life.
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
I'm wishing that you weren't a part of my past
Emptiness swallows this town
From now on I will be alone for good
Will you remember my name?
I'm hoping that I will hear from you soon
Thank you for everything
Come home, now that you're gone I've finally realized
That you were the best
Come home, I won't forget the times that we had
So please don't be a part of my past

I am finally home. I am so happy that i am on this break. Sometimes i just want to run away somewhere that noone knows me. I just need a break from everything. Sometimes i feel like i do not have enough time to think. i just hate how i feel sometimes. A situation happened last week and i took the news so hard. it broke my heart to hear it. i blamed myself so much for the situation. It made me so sick to think about it. I did something i should not have too. gah, i am so selfish sometimes. Enough of that... i wish i could open up like i want too but i can't. So therefore, i have started a notebook. I trust my life with Jenn, Holly, and Lez so of course we all take the notebook for a week and share our thoughts and each one of us get it for a week and it ends up working out real well. I had it for the second week. Everything is going alright. I got some rest last night and today, my mother and i put the lights up today and i ran some errands. Tonight i made 2 batches of sausage balls and potato salad. Tonight i was with my mom and dad and i realized how happy and thankful i am for my family. Tomorrow night holly is spending the night and we are going shopping friday so i am happy about that. She will probably be staying alot this week and weekend. I have missed my girls so i hope we will get some catching up to do. I just need to lay down and catch up on some rest. peace out.. night. Thanks Shelby for the note! it was really nice.

said on 2005-11-23 at 5:21 p.m.

backwards x forwards